Fun fact: My hair is so long that I can tie it in a knot behind my head and it'll stay that way until I move around and make it loose. I don't know exactly why, I just always found that pretty cool. Sometimes, well, more than I probably should, I wish I was Rapunzel. Not only would I have enough hair for pretty much any style, there would be some prince out there desperate enough to be with me that he would climb up a rope of hair to be with me. Hell, there are only a few people I would even climb up a rope in gym for. That's what I always really loved about fairy tales. Of course I enjoyed the idea of living in a palace and never having to worry about having money or paying for an education or having a lack of opportunities to live, explore, and enjoy my life. I really loved the love in fairy tales. Not only that everyone supported the relationship, or that both parties were meant for each other. They wanted to be together. There was never a question whether the prince and princess truly wanted to be with each other, as well as their love being written in the stars. They would do anything for each other. Granted, a lot of the time that was too much and personally I don't think you should have to give up everything for the person you love, but they all knew that to be together meant being happy. Even in the tough times they were always together, and therefore there was always a foundation for things to get better. I wish I had that foundation. I used to look for it in other people (specifically guys), and I still do on occasion. But I'm working on making myself that foundation. Hey! And that means, when I do find the right guy, I'll have a double foundation! Score. Anyway, I know it's ridiculous to be looking for that guy in high school. I mean really, what are the chances of him happening to be in a tiny town in the middle of a lame state? Truth is, if I went to a different school in the next town over, I would probably be hung up on some other guy that won't matter in five years. I think I believe that means he (I think I'm referring to him as James on here?) really isn't right for me. I mean, if he really was, how could he not matter if I had gone to school thirty miles away form where I do? I'm always afraid to think about not finding that guy in high school, though. Whenever I follow that train of thought I consider how if I do find a guy I really like and, by some miracle, end up dating him, what then? I'd always doubt if we could possibly be meant for each other and coincidentally go to the same tiny school. I need to learn to just enjoy it when I'm in a relationship (even though I've never been in one so…) without constantly doubting everything. Oh well, I guess I'll have to cross that bridge when I come to it.
~Margo "The best way to predict the future is to create it." -Abraham Lincoln
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