Wow. It's certainly been a while.
I've been pretty good about writing in a journal, but it got lost in my tornado of a room and I'm simply too lazy to look for it right now. I often forget about this blog. It's kind of a nice surprise to remember it even now and then. It's gonna be pretty hilarious to read when I'm older. My life has been pretty much in a lull for the past few months. Recently I had a bad couple of weeks, but I think those were just a weird culmination of strange and unfortunate circumstances. I'm hoping it'll all slow down a little bit, but I'm pretty sure that won't happen until after February is over, and February hasn't even started. The dance team has our final performance coming up. For competition we're dancing to a Beyonce mashup, which I've sort of struggled with. I had a really bad time at our first practice for it (see: anxiety and intense fear of failure) but I love Beyonce so I'm hoping it will improve. I signed up to do a solo dance at competition but I really have no idea if I'll actually go through with it. I feel like I'll kick myself if I don't, because I've looked forward to it for so long, but I have so many stressful things going on in my life right now and I don't know if I want to add another. I suppose we'll see. I feel like I always have a relationship update in these posts, but my love life is completely nonexistent at the moment. There have been some crushes here and there, but nothing has come from any of them. Looks like I've returned to my annual lonely Valentine's Days. Oh well. I continue to proudly live my life as kpop trash. My kpop scenario blog is going pretty well, and the separate twitter acc I have for kpop is really fun, and a nice break from my everyday life. I'm really glad I got back into writing away from my Comp I & II classes. I missed it a lot more than I realized. Well, it's just past midnight, so I should probably go to bed. By bed I mean finish writing a Taehyung from BTS scenario, play some Gardenscapes, listen to angsty rap music, and THEN go to sleep. See you.... sometime. ~Peach (new pen name, woohoo) "Yo, life can be super happy, life can be super sad. I'm trying really hard to separate the good and bad." -Intro to Anxiety / Hoodie Allen
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